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[21 Sep 2005|01:21pm] |
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Silverstein "November" |
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so yea i'm on the phone right now with my mom and its funny! I haven't updated in like forever so this is weird...im talking to a really cool nice guy. he makes me smile. YAY.
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| hiyup |
[11 Apr 2005|06:30am] |
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Bright Eyes "Bowl of Oranges" |
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hokay so im in my second to last quarter of school.......and i found out that i am actually going tyo be able to graduate! WOOOT! k bye
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| .........april fools???........... |
[01 Apr 2005|09:24am] |
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HOKAY so here i am sitting here with my madre in vegas watching romi and michelle, only the best thing ever, but yea........i don't understand april fools day, its toooooo confusing!
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| iffy |
[02 Mar 2005|08:07pm] |
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ok so im kinda sitting here watching this movie called Life as a house.........or w/e its a pretty good freaking movie the character that hayden christensen plays is hot at the beginning.......any way i think im done cause yea......um bye
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| WINTER CAMP!!!!!! |
[25 Feb 2005|05:56am] |
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Tim Huges "day after day" |
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ok so its hecka early in the morning right now and im still trying to figure out why im up? i dunno???!!! anyways today is finally here, we are leaving for winter camp.WOOOT! winter camp is always the highlight of my winter. so yea thats that.......
I also got offered to play bass in front of like a bunch of women for this womens retreat thing its gonna be soo bomb.....i accepted and everything......YEA! ok im tired now.....i need to finish packing so buh bye!
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| missing |
[29 Jan 2005|01:23am] |
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"Adams Song" Blink 182 |
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i feel that something is missing in my life....i am not sure what it is.......i feel way down today....i cried when i got home from the movies tonight with alicia alison randy and michelle...i'm not sure what it was that brought me down, but my heart feels empty, and to tell you the truth.....i don't like this feeling. there is this guy im kinda "seeing" right now, but that don't help me very much......i guess i want the same relationship as mallory and mike....i just need to find that right person. maybe im just waiting for someone that God is going to give me. but yea...im out randy is on the phone.....k~byeeeeee
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| please tell me why? |
[19 Jan 2005|08:09pm] |
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Sum 41 "Fat Lip" |
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i keep thinking about what was talked about saturday. i am hecka thankful to have friends like that, but like its getting hard to control myself lately. my mouth......i keep praying that God will pull me threw this and i know he will.......i just gotta have faith.
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| so happy or sumthang along the lines |
[16 Jan 2005|12:24pm] |
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Tree 63 "King" |
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ok so i wanna thank ashley lisa and sarah for helping me out. i'm glad i have them. my walk with God is back on track which makes me happy. however, i'm still kinda iffy about sum stuff. but i know that with those girls and with God, i can be okay again!
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| i feel the pain and suffering |
[12 Jan 2005|05:51pm] |
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The Used "The Taste of Ink" |
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i really don't know what to do anymore.....things have gone down hill........and no one really seems to care or understand......my stomach is all messed up in like three different ways. people think they know me or sumthang, but no one does, and no one ever will.
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| just a mess |
[15 Dec 2004|11:36pm] |
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"She's a Tiger" Lola Ray |
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ok see i have a friend that is having sum problems major problems....her x and one of her friends is kinda umm well harassing her in some ways......and she don't know what to do........i don't know what to do.....can sumbody give me sum advice.
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| pllllleeeeaaaassseee help me |
[11 Dec 2004|09:34pm] |
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Downtown Sasquash "What I Know" |
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ok i have been hecka stressed lately, but the problem is that nobody seems to understand that. i haven't opened up to many people cause again my trust level has decreased!! i hate it.......please tell me why things are going like this...Y????
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| and what |
[26 Nov 2004|06:52pm] |
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Jerry Lewis and the playboys "This Diamond Ring" |
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so yea i have been in vegas the past couple days....and its been freaking awesome....i miss np...but for once im not home sick which is good! anywho im watching the old version of parent trap with mi madre..soo buh bye!
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| no |
[21 Sep 2004|03:12pm] |
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Saves the Day "At your funeral" |
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all i wanna do is get away from this small town and all of its people.......i hate it here..im done wearing a facade in front of people.....IM DONE!!!!!!
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| OMFG |
[31 Aug 2004|08:41pm] |
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tree63 "Look what you've done for me" |
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ok so yea i have two more days until school starts.......WOOOOOOTTTT IM GONNA BE A SENIOR.....any ho...........i am soo hyper right now i have no idea y...i know its not cause im going back to skool......but yea.......
LOOK WHAT YOU'VE DONE FOR ME
YOUR BLOOD HAS SET ME FREE
JESUS MY LORD, LOOK WHAT UV DONE FOR ME........
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| keep rollin' |
[19 Aug 2004|08:59am] |
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"Amazing Grace" |
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well, yesterday i went to Tia's funeral, it tore me up. I know she's in a better place now. RIP Tia, we miss you!
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| keep thinking |
[12 Aug 2004|11:19pm] |
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Blink 182 "Adams Song" |
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is life worth living or should i blast myself? times are starting to get hard again, and i am moving backwards in my life...what the hell is there to do
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| dizzzang |
[05 Aug 2004|12:35am] |
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Chevelle "The Red" |
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wanting so bad to become somebody i see my self fail consistantly. but y?
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| hallelujah........ don't think i spellled it right |
[19 Jul 2004|05:08pm] |
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Elvis Presley "Viva Las Vegas" |
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ok well its my last day here in vegas. i go home tomorrow morning! WOOT i am gonna miss it here, i can't dance with my mom in the kitchen for awhile...haha! anyways people who have my number, call me tomorrow morning and yea! k~byeeeeeeeee!!!!!!
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| just hanging |
[18 Jul 2004|05:17pm] |
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The Ataris "My Reply" |
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well i have two more days till i come home! YAY! i mean i am happy im going home, but like i dunno im gonna miss it! vegas will always be my "home" though i know people don't wanna hear that, it's true! anyways today was good drove all over the freaking town but hey lol
"i got your letter, and the poetry you sent me, postmarked in december of last year, i really hope your doing better all your friends close by yourside, one step closer to recovery, i wish there was sumthang i could say to erase each and every page you've been through even though its not my place to help you, i appreciate but can't accept, this thank you note thats sealed with your last breath, and i won't stand aside and listen to you give up....if you just hold on for one more second just hold on to what you have, if you just hold on just hold on, you will wake up tomorrow. if you just hold on for one more second just hold on to what you have if you just hold on just hold on....you will wake up tomorrow..... These arms remained stretched out to you, maybe sumday you'll accept, or maybe its too late to save a young girls heart that won't stop beating. wake up wake up you've gotta believe
wake up wake up you cant give up time keeps going on without us long after we're dead and gone i wish there was something i could say to erase each and every page you've been through
even though its not my place to save you i appreciate but cant accept this thank you note thats sealed with your last breath and i won't stand aside and listen to you give up
if you'll just hold on for one more second just hold on to what you have if you just hold on/ just hold on if you'll just hold on for one more second just hold on to what you have
if you just hold on/ just hold on"
Obviously im thinking of all my friends lol!
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| omg |
[17 Jul 2004|02:45pm] |
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