Entrance of pain

just thinking

2005-09-21T20:23:00Z

so yea i'm on the phone right now with my mom and its funny! I haven't updated in like forever so this is weird...im talking to a really cool nice guy. he makes me smile. YAY.

hiyup

2005-04-11T13:31:14Z

hokay so im in my second to last quarter of school.......and i found out that i am actually going tyo be able to graduate! WOOOT! k bye

.........april fools???...........

2005-04-01T17:25:12Z

HOKAY so here i am sitting here with my madre in vegas watching romi and michelle, only the best thing ever, but yea........i don't understand april fools day, its toooooo confusing!

iffy

2005-03-03T04:10:31Z

ok so im kinda sitting here watching this movie called Life as a house.........or w/e its a pretty good freaking movie the character that hayden christensen plays is hot at the beginning.......any way i think im done cause yea......um bye

WINTER CAMP!!!!!!

2005-02-25T13:59:03Z

ok so its hecka early in the morning right now and im still trying to figure out why im up? i dunno???!!! anyways today is finally here, we are leaving for winter camp.WOOOT! winter camp is always the highlight of my winter. so yea thats that.......
I also got offered to play bass in front of like a bunch of women for this womens retreat thing its gonna be soo bomb.....i accepted and everything......YEA! ok im tired now.....i need to finish packing so buh bye!

missing

2005-01-29T09:30:11Z

i feel that something is missing in my life....i am not sure what it is.......i feel way down today....i cried when i got home from the movies tonight with alicia alison randy and michelle...i'm not sure what it was that brought me down, but my heart feels empty, and to tell you the truth.....i don't like this feeling. there is this guy im kinda "seeing" right now, but that don't help me very much......i guess i want the same relationship as mallory and mike....i just need to find that right person. maybe im just waiting for someone that God is going to give me. but yea...im out randy is on the phone.....k~byeeeeee

please tell me why?

2005-01-20T04:13:39Z

i keep thinking about what was talked about saturday. i am hecka thankful to have friends like that, but like its getting hard to control myself lately. my mouth......i keep praying that God will pull me threw this and i know he will.......i just gotta have faith.

so happy or sumthang along the lines

2005-01-16T20:27:37Z

ok so i wanna thank ashley lisa and sarah for helping me out. i'm glad i have them. my walk with God is back on track which makes me happy. however, i'm still kinda iffy about sum stuff. but i know that with those girls and with God, i can be okay again!

i feel the pain and suffering

2005-01-13T01:54:00Z

i really don't know what to do anymore.....things have gone down hill........and no one really seems to care or understand......my stomach is all messed up in like three different ways. people think they know me or sumthang, but no one does, and no one ever will.

just a mess

2004-12-16T07:41:25Z

ok see i have a friend that is having sum problems major problems....her x and one of her friends is kinda umm well harassing her in some ways......and she don't know what to do........i don't know what to do.....can sumbody give me sum advice.

pllllleeeeaaaassseee help me

2004-12-12T05:36:35Z

ok i have been hecka stressed lately, but the problem is that nobody seems to understand that. i haven't opened up to many people cause again my trust level has decreased!! i hate it.......please tell me why things are going like this...Y????

and what

2004-11-27T02:54:12Z

so yea i have been in vegas the past couple days....and its been freaking awesome....i miss np...but for once im not home sick which is good! anywho im watching the old version of parent trap with mi madre..soo buh bye!

no

2004-09-21T22:14:20Z

all i wanna do is get away from this small town and all of its people.......i hate it here..im done wearing a facade in front of people.....IM DONE!!!!!!

OMFG

2004-09-01T03:43:18Z

ok so yea i have two more days until school starts.......WOOOOOOTTTT IM GONNA BE A SENIOR.....any ho...........i am soo hyper right now i have no idea y...i know its not cause im going back to skool......but yea.......

LOOK WHAT YOU'VE DONE FOR ME
YOUR BLOOD HAS SET ME FREE
JESUS MY LORD, LOOK WHAT UV DONE FOR ME........

keep rollin'

2004-08-19T16:02:58Z

well, yesterday i went to Tia's funeral, it tore me up. I know she's in a better place now. RIP Tia, we miss you!

keep thinking

2004-08-13T06:20:40Z

is life worth living or should i blast myself? times are starting to get hard again, and i am moving backwards in my life...what the hell is there to do

dizzzang

2004-08-05T07:36:53Z

wanting so bad to become somebody i see my self fail consistantly. but y?

hallelujah........ don't think i spellled it right

2004-07-20T00:10:15Z

ok well its my last day here in vegas. i go home tomorrow morning! WOOT i am gonna miss it here, i can't dance with my mom in the kitchen for awhile...haha! anyways people who have my number, call me tomorrow morning and yea! k~byeeeeeeeee!!!!!!

just hanging

2004-07-19T00:28:36Z

well i have two more days till i come home! YAY! i mean i am happy im going home, but like i dunno im gonna miss it! vegas will always be my "home" though i know people don't wanna hear that, it's true! anyways today was good drove all over the freaking town but hey lol

"i got your letter, and the poetry you sent me, postmarked in december of last year, i really hope your doing better all your friends close by yourside, one step closer to recovery, i wish there was sumthang i could say to erase each and every page you've been through even though its not my place to help you, i appreciate but can't accept, this thank you note thats sealed with your last breath, and i won't stand aside and listen to you give up....if you just hold on for one more second just hold on to what you have, if you just hold on just hold on, you will wake up tomorrow. if you just hold on for one more second just hold on to what you have if you just hold on just hold on....you will wake up tomorrow..... These arms remained stretched out to you, maybe sumday you'll accept, or maybe its too late to save a young girls heart that won't stop beating. wake up wake up you've gotta believe
wake up wake up you cant give up time keeps going on without us long after we're dead and gone i wish there was something i could say to erase each and every page you've been through
even though its not my place to save you i appreciate but cant accept this thank you note thats sealed with your last breath and i won't stand aside and listen to you give up
if you'll just hold on for one more second just hold on to what you have if you just hold on/ just hold on if you'll just hold on for one more second just hold on to what you have
if you just hold on/ just hold on"

Obviously im thinking of all my friends lol!

omg

2004-07-17T21:45:41Z

setting a heart ablaze

2004-07-17T21:40:19Z

ok so today my parental units woke me up at butt crack dawn to go to a swatmeet, or w/e they are called. anyways i got a brand new pair of shoes that are hecka hot. im going to church tonight with my sister...i like her church its hecka fun! it's hecka big too! it makes my church look way small....but oh well i luv my church and my friends there!

Things are still going really well! nothing bad! its a freaking miracle! anyways i'll update tomorrow.I MISS ALL OF YOU FROM CALI!!!!!!

blah

2004-07-16T21:02:47Z

ok well it's day 3 in vegas, things are still going great.... today i drove to pahrump and got mail out of the p.o. box with my mom....when we were driving back, we got stuck in a huge storm...it was insane. i haven't seen it rain that hard in a hecka long time. after that we went to a friends house and hung out there. we just got back and now we are watching sum tv cause i don't feel good.... so yea like i said before post a comment and i will call you or sumthang along those lines... k~byeeee!

woot woot

2004-07-15T17:18:39Z

ok so i got to vegas yesterday and it was a hecka hot humid day, but oh well....so far things are going great...i luv it! anyways, my sister picked me up sunday after church, and then we went down to a hotel down by disneyland and had a hecka fun time....let me just say that i haven't had that good of a time in a hecka long time! yesterday we drove in, and i got to see my niece and nephew...even though they are dogs...hahaha cody and halie they are the cutest dogs like ever. after that i got to my moms house and we had the best beef ribs i've had in a long time! today is gonna be a good day, we me and mom are going out to lunch with her boyfriend, so that should be pretty good! anyways i miss allllllllll of you...comment me or sumthang and i will be sure to write you back! k~byeee!

riiight

2004-07-08T19:20:01Z

ok so last night i was hanging with heather and randy, and i had sumwhere to go. well anyways when i was on my way there, and i saw probably the most horrific accident i have ever seen....well almost.....i flipped out...and went back to randy's house to go pick up heather....it was soo scary.......

yuppppppppp.........

2004-07-06T00:40:04Z

ok so yea today i went to 6 flags with super cool people...........sarah e, sarah r, and tini!!!! WOOOTTTT!!!!! ok anywyas yea im done......im tired k~bye......

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